Here's my 2008.

Hello and Happy new year to all you bloggers out there, 
I'm still sick and at the moment so incredibly mind numbingly bored! 
And to cure my boredom for a while, I thought to do what so many other bloggers have already done today. Write about 2008. Ups and downs, pros and cons.

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- Becoming so close friends with Debbie, Linda, Anna B, Sahel, Alex, Anna I, Ulrika...
- Changing my last name and adding Peyton as a first name
- Becoming the new - real - independent me. Taking a stand - Finally!
- My trip to New York, meeting Cassandra, her friends and my relatives again!
- Meeting K, of course! :)
- Meeting Kasper at the Gavin DeGraw concert in Copenhagen, thanks for the ride :)
- Meeting Marie on the plane to NY!
- Magnolia Bakery in NY - Gotta love those Cup cakes!
- Concerts with Gavin DeGraw, Dolly Parton and Less Than Jake
- I have started writing my very first book
- Sharing my love for glass with my friends at the National school of Glass art in Orrefors
- The wonderful day I had with Debbie and Linda, cruising :)
- Letting go of the past - Moving forward!
- My new cell phone LG Viewty
- Ume singing ''Lady in Red'' to me at work
- My new blog - Thanks for the help with that, Madeleine!
- My new rug from Urban Outfitters (NY)
- Meeting Tim this summer, always a pleasure!
- Anna B moved in with me
- All great talks with Elizabeth, miss you!
- Finding the blog www.jagefrisk.blogg.se written by a beautiful girl named Madeleine who died from cancer this year. Her blog was truly amazing
- Getting hooked on One Tree Hill
- My two new tattoos!
- Working with Sebbe! :D
- Getting to know Jonna better
- Dinner and movies at Sahel's
- Christmas dinner at Ulrika's
- Ulrika's Narnia party
- Some awesome people I've met through work
- Going to Cuba Café with Sahel - pretending to be a couple, just to be able to dance alone!
- Getting hair extensions
- Accidentally going in to the American museum of Natural History without paying...
- The ice cream shop, Häagen-Dazs at Pier 17
- All the great music I have ''discovered'' this year
- Meeting Emil on the train this summer

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- Being sick right now...
- Still living in Sweden... I gotta do something about that, pronto!
- Some co-workers who just doesn't know when to quit.
- My lame ass computer... Can't wait until I get my new one!
- Not getting to spend more time with K.
- Giving up my beloved cats...
- Not spending more time with friends like Elin, Sandra, Johanna...
- Turning 22... Feels like it's all down hill from here! 
- The creepy scam letter from Spain
- The worst experienced pain ever, getting my first tattoo (worth it in the end tho'...)  ;)
- Mean passengers at work
- The new uniform at work...


Yeah... Sitting here trying to sum up the year, right here, right now... Harder than I thought.
This year has gone by so quickly it's almost scary!
Makes me feel a bit stressed out!
Hopefully I'll get my butt out of the wagon this year and actually go somewhere, do something different... Anything... Just, live life a little more! 

But In short, what I am mostly thankful for this year are my friends. All my wonderful friends - they are my true family!
I love you all!
Debbie - You are the sweetest, funniest little hobbit friend there is. ''Hey you look like me!''
Linda - I just love the fact that you are just as excited about glass as I am! I am so glad you came with me!
Sahel - I love you so much, girl! You're such a great friend and a lovely cook! Thank you for helping me when I was healing!
Alex - Like the big sister I never had! You're awesome and I love you! :)
Jenny - Sister! I'm gonna miss you so much next year! We'll have to arrange meetings outside of work ;)
Sandra -  I am so glad you're back! It's been 6 looong months without you my beautiful petunia! ;)
Elin - I wish we sent more time together! I miss you! But every time I do see you it feels like no time at all...! That's what I love the most about out friendship! I love you!
Anna B - You've been gone forever! I am so happy you're back! And It's been great living with you the past week, despite the fact that I have been sick... It would be so awesome if we became room mates for real! :)
Anno - You, me and Vegegården. It's all loooove! A great tradition :D
Marie - We met on the airport in Copenhagen, both going to New York... Both being pissed off at Bush for closing down the airport in London, making us miss our flight... But that was the start of a great friendship! You're a great person! Love you, girl! :)
K - You're more special to me than you know... trust me on that... I am so glad that I met you and that I got to spend some time with you. Our day together in Copenhagen meant so much to me. Haven't stopped thinking about you since. I miss you!
Emil - We met totally random on a train this summer... Who knew you'd become such a great friend, like a brother to me? It's great that I can talk to you about anything! I miss you, bro!
Johanna - We really need to find more time for each other! I miss you girl! You, me and Dirty Dancing! Like old times :)
Bianca - I'm so glad I met you! You're such an awesome person! More bbq parties next summer, alright?! :)
Roy - A great friend! We always manage to find something fun to do! Kick Kahled's ass in just about any sport or just have a nice cup of coffee somewhere.. We rule! :)
Thomas - You're just awesome! In so many ways! I'm gonna miss you like crazy, now that you're leaving us for Gothenburg! Love you, dude!
Anna I - The cutest beaver there is! I love you girl! You have the best laugh ever! :D
Ulrika - Who knew you and I would have THAT much in common? I'm so glad I got to know you better. You're such a great person! Love you!

This list could be so much longer... 
There are so many other people I want to write about... But bottom line is, I love my friends, and you all know who you are... I appreciate you all and I can not say it enough - I LOVE YOU!
Thank you for being in my life!


They've been firing fireworks all day here... all week really... It's getting a bit annoying... 
It's less than 4 hours left now... And 2009 will be upon us...
I hope it will be a good year. 

I can't think of any new years resolutions to put down... I mean I've already stopped eating candy... And I don't smoke...
Sure, okay... I guess I could start working out more... I'll get right on it as soon as I feel better!

Anyway... Still bored out of my mind... But I'm off to watch a movie...
Again, Happy New Year everybody!

Peace!

Sick of being sick...

Like you wouldn't believe...!
But I haven't taken any Tylenol since yesterday... don't want to depend on them... But damn, I have an insane head ache right now... and think I should take one...!

When Anna came home yesterday she sat down in the sofa with her computer, and I'd been in my bed all day, with my computer... Totally anti social, I know...
And at around 11:30pm we agreed that we weren't tired (I had been sleeping most of the day, anyway!) and we decided to stay up late and watch a movie again! :)
And Anna came up with the great idea of watching Stephen King's IT...
DAMN IT I hate clowns! Sure it's not at all the scariest movie I've ever seen, but it still was disgusting! I hate clowns. I really do....!

Anna left earlier today to spend new years with her family... So I'm home alone and totally bored...
I did manage to go get my new phone today... But damn, it totally took all the energy I had left in my body... I've been lying on my bed half dead since I got home... But I do love my new phone :) Viewty the beauty.
Okay, so I gotta go, my head is killing me...
Stay healthy!

Peace!

Down with the flu...

Yeap... Now it's my turn...
The only thing keeping me up now  is the bottle of Tylenol I bought in NY this summer.... Must say it's the best pain reliever I've ever used!
Don't know what to do when the bottle is empty... It's soo much better than the ones we have here....!

I had to call in sick for tomorrow... But I sure hope I feel better by Wednesday... I want to work New years eve and new years day. Only cause the pay's so good.
Just this morning it took me two hours just to be able to get out of bed and get water and Tylenol... My body feels so weak!

I'm gonna watch a movie or something now... Just relax.
Later!

I'm rolling around... Too full for my own good...!

Evening glorious!
I am so full, you wouldn't believe... 
Anno and I went to Vegegården today... We haven't been there in like 6 months! Long over due but that just made this visit extra wonderful!
It's one of the best vegan restaurants in the world. Veggie Heaven in Teaneck, NJ is also high on the list!

120 sek - All you can eat! And we really did!
It was awesome! We didn't even make room for dessert... The food was just too damn good!
I even took pictures, but right now it's way too big of an accomplishment to find the USB cord, get the camera and put the on my lap top... I can't move!

After dinner I followed Anna to the central station... and believe it or not, I walked home! Totally freezing, FREAKIN' cold! But so worth it! I felt a lot better when I came home!
I just wish I could find the energy to go to the gym. I could so use that right now... It'll probably be either tomorrow morning or tomorrow evening... 
I'm off to Ljungby tomorrow morning at 9:48... Gonna visit my grandparents. 

Daaaaaaaaaaamn I'm full!! If I could I would rewind this day and go back and not take a second turn...! :P~
It's still been a great day with Anno! And hey Antony! I even got Anno to strip a bit! Jealous, are ya? ;) Haaahahaha! Sucker! ;)

I really can't sit still any more, I gotta go do... something! Anything! Just not sit still!
Later!

Temptation island at work :P~

It's so nice to come home to an apartment and have someone here waiting!
Even though we're sitting in my living room at the moment, with our lap tops in our laps... Totally anti-social... But it's still nice :)


It's been one loooong day at work today... I'm getting so sick of it all to be honest... The conflicts above all...
And going to the office was not fun either :P~
This is what Jonas put up in the kitchen:
like it ?
And I just looooove Center... That's like my all time favorite candy... And soda pops, romerska bågar... Well, Swedish candy is the best :)
Anyway... Not at all tempting, huh? I didn't eat one bite! I'm so proud of myself!
I took a spoon of honey. Good choice! ;)

Tomorrow I'm gonna meet my other Annabanana! We're gonna go to this vegan restaurant in the afternoon. They have an amazing buffé! Awesome! :)

Now I'm gonna be social with my roomie :)
Later!


So it is Christmas...

Boycotting it more or less...
It's been a pretty decent day anyway. Went to work at 12:15pm... Got back not too long ago.
I've had some really good company today tho' :) Last one to Copenhagen was with Debbie. Always a pleasure! :)
It feels really good to be home though!
And tomorrow I don't start until 3:42pm! Nice to sleep in on xmas day :)

Nothing too exciting today.. So I'll just leave it at that, and get back later! 
Nighty night!


Great tea!

There we go... Back home again. 
SO much people out! Glad I knew exactly what to get and where!
Bought like 10 liters of soy milk. Gotta stock up :) That's really great with soy milk... The expiry date is like 6 months from now!
And I just looove the chocolate flavored one! Yumm!

Speaking of chocolate! I also bought two new tea flavors today! Jamaican and Aztec spice Choco!
The Jamaican is very interesting and the choco is really nice as well! Just a tiny hint of chocolate flavor. Perfect!

I'm a bit bored at the moment really... And totally lacking energy... Kind of nice though...! Gotta save up for the rest of the week!
I'm gonna go call Alex, see if she's ready for Sunes jul :)

Later!


Maybe I'll just un plug the damn thing!

Morning glorious,
Soo.. yesterday was ''fun''... I'm rather tired of Karlskrona right now... and where do I go tomorrow? Oh yes, Karlskrona, all the way. At least I don't have to go to Copenhagen or Helsingborg afterwards tomorrow...

Last night I stayed at work for like two hours hanging out with Ume and Linda, waiting for Debbie... Really nice... :)
Then I got home... chilled for a bit... Then I ended up calling Elizabeth in L.A.... We talked for about an hour, it was really nice! I've missed that! :)
When we hung up, I think it was like 3:30am.. But I still wasn't too tired... So I ended up calling Sahel and we also talked for about an hour :P~
Sooo, I think I went to sleep around 4:30am-ish.. Lovely...
And at 9:30 some jerk calls my home phone asking for ''Bosse''... I am so so so so sooooo tired of all the wrong callers!
It's been a while since a Swede called though.... Usually they're asking for Ali, Mohammed or who ever.  Gah!
Maybe I'll just un plug the damn thing again!

Right now I'm saving up energy to go to the store... Need to stuck up for the holidays...
It's just so incredibly nice to just... BE! Not do anything... Just relax... *Enjoying myself*

Just talked to Sandra though... Lovely! I've missed her like crazy!! And she's finally back from Stockholm! And we're gonna go for a coffee tomorrow before I start working.. :)

I get going...
Later!

Work, work, work...

So I was not even close yesterday... I had one Karlskrona followed by one Copenhagen... Loooong shift!
And today won't be any better really... Surprise, surprise, another Karlskrona trip followed by one Helsingborg! Imagine that!
Work work work. I am sooo looking forward to having the day off tomorrow...! You have no idea!

Since it's Sunday I really hope there won't be too many people on the trains today... Yesterday was crazy! People and Christmas presents EVERYWHERE! Gwuah!

Anyways, I'm gonna head to work now...  Have a nice Sunday people!

Love,

Bad memories..

Okay, so... Yesterday really wasn't a good day...
Not necessarily cause of work... Passengers and all... (They still weren't at the best behavior either tho'...)

I feel like every time I'm beginning to feel good and be happy... There's something... Always something that has to ruin that for me...
Lately I've actually felt pretty good.. Like things are looking up... (Of course not that K is so far away from me.. That part sucks... but I am grateful that I have met him...!)
Anyways... Yesterday I saw someone... Can you imagine a person whom you hate so incredibly much... Not just ''I hate pea soup'' kind of hate... But the most deep and pure hate imaginable... This is the kind of hate I feel for this person. 
This person totally destroyed me a few years back... Destroyed me and made me live in fear... Made me unable to trust people... I became a totally different person. And my life just went downhill from there... 

I hoped never to have to see this person ever again.. But yesterday... At the central station...
I just walked past, like I didn't see... But I sure felt it... Like a big rock in my stomach... Felt so sick... Nauseous... All bad memories came back.. and have been hunting me since.
I'm trying to let go, I really am... It just came as such a big shock yesterday that I don't really know what to do with all these emotions.. 
Hopefully it'll pass... But right now... I have never felt the need to leave a place like I do now.. I just want to disappear... Never go back. Never.


Back to good things... 
Yeah I got to see both Alex, Debbie and Linda yesterday!
I had to take a cab from Kristianstad to Malmö yesterday as well... And for once it was a nice driver who really knew how to drive...!

Today I'm working 3:08pm - 12:33am... I think I have like one Kristianstad and 2 Copenhagen... Just a guess.. 
I just hope it'll be calm... Truly!  And I hope I don't have to work alone...!

I'm gonna go read for a bit... Try to relax and not think too much.. 
Later..

Another morning... With some hints of yesterday.

Yes, good morning again... 
So, yesterday I went downtown to find some xmas presents... Easier said than done, I might add... But now I'm done and it feels great...
When you're not really feeling the Christmas spirit, buying xmas presents (while being broke) isn't all that fun...!

But when I got home something happened! I actually cleaned my kitchen (looooong over due!). But it didn't end there! No, no, I continued to the living room... I'm not saying it's like Buckingham Palace kind of clean.. But I do see improvement! ;)
Feels nice actually!

When I was done cleaning my apartment I started to clean up in my computer! I still have lots to do... I'm clearing out my portable hard drive.. I think I put the same stuff like 3 times on there... Which means like 50 GB of useless stuff!

Oh, and I actually had the TV on yesterday.. It's been ages!!!  But I first watched an episode of E.R from the good old days when George Clooney and Noah Wyle were still in action. Good stuff!

Today I'm working from 4:22pm - 02:00am... That's gonna be interesting... 
Hopefully people stay at home, cause they're all too broke from xmas shopping, and the fact that the pay check isn't coming for another 4 days! Yes please, let it be a calm night... Please.
... I'll get back to you on that.

Well, I'm gonna keep on cleaning my portable hard drive now!
Hasta pronto!



Just morning...

Morning people!
It was so incredibly nice to sleep in today! No alarm... Lovely!
This is me right now: (Yes, I know my webcam sucks... Or internet connection for that matter... But still)
Moi
Just ate breakfast... Ordinary morning with Kellogg's Special K Red Berries with soy milk.. Mmmm! :)
Now I'm just chilling a bit... Listening to my awesome music... 
Actually! I just ordered the LG phone! I tried to order it last night but it just wouldn't let me... But anyways, now it's ordered! And I'll have it before xmas! Merry Christmas me :)

Today I'm gonna find the last of the xmas gifts... And most importantly meet Debbie, outside of work! It's a big deal! ;)
Now I'm gonna take a shower, then I'm gonna get going... 
I'll be back later!

Peace!


Outfit for today

Okay, so... There are like tons of fashion blogs on the internet... Mainly girls posing in front of the mirror... Showing off ''The outfit of today''... 
I thought I would to the same thing today... But I can't really say this is a fashion statement...  People who know me all know I don't really look for the new Gucci, Prada, Chanel or whatever...  I just wear what I think look good.. And what is comfortable...
So! Here's today!
Mee
Let's see...
Black jacket: H&M, Malmö
Sweater: Carlings, Malmö
T-Shirt (not visible, but still): Some random store in New York
Pants: Garden State Plaza, New Jersey... Can't remember the name of the store.. But I got them in the men's section :)
Shoes: Chuck Taylors, of course! Got them in a random store in New York.

Also note the bag I'm holding! I went to Urban Outfitters today... Totally brought me back to the States.. Lovely!
I got three xmas presents... I have 2 more to go, and I'll have to figure those out tomorrow.. 
I'm gonna hang with Debbie tomorrow.. She'll just have to help me out! :)

It was a really nice day in Copenhagen actually... Of course, the one thing missing was K... Full of flashbacks... Considering I walked like the same route we did last week... Stopped by at Kongens Nytorv by the ice rink.. Just stood there for a while... Missing him. :)

Then I went to the café where Marie worked... Asked, in Swedish if Marie was working.. And the guy looked like one huge question mark... So I asked in English, ''Marie, is she working tonight?"
-''Ooooooh, I see, umm yeah, sure, just go there, around the corner, and yeah, there!''
I went... But couldn't see her, so I called her... She didn't pick up so I just started t head back to the Central station.. 
Then I got a text from her saying that she was at a stable, taking care of her horse, but she was gonna work during the night... 
So I'm not sure the guy understood what I was asking, even in English...!

Then I went to pick up the new uniform... And yeah... No more comments there...
Maybe I'll post a pic wearing it... Maybe... Just maybe! :P~

Then I've been working on the video and mic settings on my computer, to be able to talk properly with K and other people on MSN and Skype... But I have to say, I can't wait until I get a new lap top! 
I'm gonna get it after xmas... Don't know which one yet though...!

I've been writing down some new ideas for my book as well.. I'm gonna take some time this weekend to continue my writing... Would be nice to start the actual story and adventure... 
I can just focus on the beginning and end later on :P~

That's it for tonight!
I'm gonna go get ready for bed...!
Later!

Lazy morning..

Well, no earthquakes tonight... Or at least not any I could feel :)
So nice to sleep in and not set an alarm...! Though.. I stayed up talking to K last night, until like 3am.. I still woke up at 10:30am.. Wide awake!
I've just been chilling all morning... No stress for me today... Though.. I should get going to Copenhagen...

I'm actually looking at new computers (yes, again)... My computer totally flipped last night... I never was quite satisfied with this one anyway... And I just called customer services... They told me that they don't send any Vista CD's.. I was supposed to make a back-up when I first got it... Thank you for telling me that back then?
I've found a couple that I'm interested in.. I'm just gonna send the list to my uncle... And he'll be the judge on that...!
It's gonna be so nice to have a quiet running laptop.. not this loud crappy piece of sh*t... Can you tell I'm not too happy with the one I have now? Am I that obvious?

I'm gonna get going! 
More soon!

xoxo

Nighty night!

Home!
I'm finally home! And there hasn't been any more earthquakes today... Good deal!
There has been a loooooot of people on the trains today tho'... And I'm just exhausted!!
Good thing I'm off for 2 days now.. I'll need it... I have soo long shifts this weekend.. it's not gonna be fun... get off at like 2am and 3am... I sense trouble...

This'll just be a short one... I'm gonna go call my relatives in the States... and then I'm off to bed...
I'm gonna go to Copenhagen tomorrow and go shopping at Urban Outfitters (LOOOOVE!!!)

Sweet Dreams!


xoxo

Earthquake!

Yes, can you believe it? In teeny tiny Sweden...!
It happened sometime around 5-6am... I was asleep... But I woke up and could feel my bed was shaking! My first thought was that there's someone else in my apartment - Creepy!!
I just sat up and stared around the room, but I couldn't see anything... And I woke up so sudden so I couldn't think straight... But I told myself I had been dreaming or just imagining it... And went back to sleep...

But when I came to work a co-worker asked me if I felt the earthquake and my first thought was like ''So it WAS an earthquake after all!?" And I went online and it was like all over the newspapers!
Apparently the strongest one in a hundred years! And my first experience of it! :P~

A friend of mine was totally bummed out cause he had missed it... ''Damn it, I was sleeping, I missed the whole thing! I've always wanted to experience an earthquake!"
Crazy!!

Anyhow... Now I'm at work... I'm in Kristianstad... 40 minutes left on my break... Then I'm off to Copenhagen... and then back to Malmö... I'm so tired already!
It's gonna be nice to have two days off! I might even take off to Orrefors on Thursday... Haven't quite decided on that yet... I'll give them a call tomorrow to see if it's even possible!

Now I'm gonna chill in the couch for a bit.. Be back later!
Chao!

Porcelain doll.

It sure was a wonderful Christmas dinner at Ulrika's yesterday! Debbie, Linda, Thomas, Anna and Johan was also there.
The food was really great, but it was just so nice to be around people you care about... Wonderful!
Ulrika really outdid herself again! 

In the evening I got a text message from Angelica. She wondered if I wanted to model for her again, today.
That meant getting up at 8am... But I did it anyway :) 
Very interesting actually! Today she turned me into a porcelain doll! There was glitter - EVERYWHERE! Even in my mouth... "Yumm.." But it was a lot of fun!
It was just a bit frustrating with the white foundation and all... Like I'm not albino enough?
I think I ended upp looking like a geisha heading for a Christmas party... What do you think? ;)
The picture to the right is the look I got after the porcelain look... Called the evening look.. A little bit more appropriate for work, don't ya think? ;)
Ice geisha? :P                                      
I don't start work until 5:08pm today... Really nice. I just have one trip to Karlskrona and back. Tranquiiiilo! :)
I just wrote 2 more pages in my book... I have 5 pages so far... Feel a bit like I'm stuck... I know what's gonna happen and all, I just don't know how to get there.. 
Maybe it'll come to me... Something will speak to me... Telling me how to write... 
I am thinking about re-writing it to English instead... Maybe I will, if I can't move on from here...
Hmm.. I wonder who will be the first to read it when it's done... I think I'm gonna ask my friend Elin. She's one of the smartest people I know.. And I know she'd be honest with me. For better or for worse :P~

For now I think I'm gonna rest a bit before I'm off to work.. 
Talk later!
xoxo

The American dream...

Hello people of the cyberspace,
So, yesterday I tried calling my relatives in Visalia, Cali... I got a hold of Karin on her cell.. But I told her I'd call her house later on.. And when I did.. The phone lines must have been crossed or something cause I ended up in Germany or the Netherlands...!  Yeah, or a German or Dutch family in the US... But anyway.. They couldn't hear me, but I could listen in on their conversation. Weird!
I checked the number, but it was correct.. So I really don't know what happened there.. 

Karin told me that Rozzi was going to dress up as a Lucia.. I would have loved to see that! She's just so adorable! And I think it's really nice that traditions like Lucia is also found in the US. I read on wikipedia that there's a lot of that going on in Minnesota and other Scandinavian places in the US. Nice! :)
Me and Rozzi. Mamroneck, NY on 4th of July!        Adorable!
I still haven't heard anything about the American role for the movie.. I keep telling myself it's cause it's a weekend... And keep my fingers crossed that they might contact me tomorrow. One can only hope! :)
And actually... The more I think of it... The more I feel like this is something I'd like to do... Acting.. Who knows, maybe that's my calling ? ;)
All I know is that if I'm gonna study acting, it's gonna be abroad... Preferably in the states! It would be really awesome!
...I mean I did get the highest grade in drama class in high school... :)

Tonight I'm going to my friend Ulrika's place.. She's having Christmas dinner for a few friends. It's gonna be really nice...!
So I went to Tasty House to buy her a big chocolate santa and some really good dried fruit (the dried strawberries are amazing!)

It sure doesn't feel like Christmas though... Not even close... I haven't felt the Christmas feeling in a long time to be honest... 
I think next year I'm gonna go to the states and celebrate Christmas over there with my relatives... A real American Christmas.. 

Well, I'm gonna see if there are any busses running to Ulrika's tonight, and then I'll be on my way..  
*Lighting the 3rd candle*





Am I THAT one in a million ?

There we go...! A new international look for my blog. Looks good, yeah? :)
I'm very busy with laundry right now... Or not. It must be one of the most boring things to do... Especially on a Saturday afternoon.
The weather pretty much sucks tho'... I think we've had enough winter, and I'm soo ready for spring and summer.

I'm listening to some really good music at the moment... Angels and Airwaves, totally awesome! 
I guess I'm looking for the energy to make this afternoon even more exciting by cleaning my apartment.. Long over due!

I'm a member at the Swedish site www.statist.com... You have a profile, and all kinds of companies put up ads if they're looking for an extra on a TV show, a movie, a music video etc.. 
Unfortunately most of the jobs are in Stockholm... A bit far to go from here... 
But yesterday they had one in Ystad (it's like an hour from here)... It's a role for the new Wallander movie (Swedish crime movie)... They're looking for an American... Or someone with a real American accent.. Someone like me ;)
Well, I applied for it anyway... And I actually really, really hope that I get it. It would be awesome!
It's like one in a million kinda thing... But at least I applied, right ?

K is going home to the states today! 
Even though the distance between us will be a lot longer, I'm quite excited, cause he'll have more time... I'll be able to talk to him over the phone... So it's a good thing :)
I know, judging from the picture you can totally tell who's from the Sunshine state and who's not... Gosh.. 
But I blame my albino-ness on the extremely cold weather! It was freezing, and we had been out basically ALL day.. and it rained non-stop... And I was just wearing Chuck Taylor's (not a smart choice, I know.. 
But Chuck Taylor's, they're the real deal!)
I've been on replay ever since I got back at like 3am on Wednesday morning... It was an amazing day we spent together.. 
:)
Well, the laundry room is calling me again.. 
More soon!

xoxo



Globetrottergirl becomes international!

Yes, after alot of consideration I came to the conclusion that I want my blog to be international!
I have so many friends in other places of the world that won't be able to read my blog just cause it's in Swedish.
Besides, I've always liked English a whole lot more anyway. It's alot easier for me to express myself!
I do apologize for any typos that may occur :P

So!
I'm finally off work! All weekend, it's so incredibly nice!
Working mornings and not getting enough sleep during the night is not a good combination! I've just slept for 11 hours straight! So good! :)

I have no idea what I'm gonna do today...  But as for right now, I just want to drink my tea and relax... It's a wonderful feeling, for sure!


Other than that, I'm still missing K alot.. He'll go back to the states this weekend.. 
I was talking to my relative, E, in Cali the other day... I miss LA so much and all my relatives.. And the weather for sure!
I'd just like to take time off any fly over to the states and travel around (all the warm places).. And maybe end with like Alaska or something and go skiing and snowboarding. Sure would be awesome.

I am rather excited though, about maybe getting to go back to Cali next summer for Suz's wedding. That would be so great!

Right, now I need more tea..
I'll write more later!
Take care out there!

Underbar dag med K och antagningsbesked från studiekurser!

Jag vet inte ens vart jag ska börja...

Söndagen och måndagen var fulla med väntan... Väntan att äntligen få träffa K igen på tisdagen. Hen hel dag tillsammans. Kändes som en evighet!

Gårdagen med K var verkligen underbar... Även om vi kunde haft mer tur med vädret. Det regnade HELA dagen.
Jag åkte in till Köpenhamn och mötte upp honom... Följde med till bussen... Klockan var väl rund 14, men killarna från Less Than Jake sov fortfarande, utom Roger.
K skulle rita upp en karta till Hotellet så killarna skulle hitta dit...

Sedan började vi gå... Vi gick Ströget hela vägen upp till Kongens Nytorv... På vägen gick vi in på Urban Outfitters (Looooove!)
Sen skulle vi leta efter ett ställe att äta på... Tillslut så gick vi in på en restaurang där jag träffade Marie sist... Klockan var 16:04.. Köket hade ju så klart stängt mellan 16-17...
Men vi frös, så vi tog en paus där med te och espresso :)

Sedan skulle vi tillbaka till hotellet och lämna av  lite saker...
Därefter så skulle vi hitta någonstans att äta.. Ingen av oss ville bestämma, men det föll tillslut på Hard Rock, vilket K blev väldigt nöjd med.. American food!!!  Så söt :)
Det var jättegott och vi hade jätte trevligt... och det var vaaarmt och skönt..!

Sedan gick vi in på Tivoli... fortfarande regn och svinkallt... (att jag inte ens blivit förkyld än är ett mirakel!)
Men vi stannade inte speciellt länge! :P~

Vi stack tillbaka till Hotellet igen och snackade ihop oss med de andra... De skulle tydligen till Vega och se Motörhead, men hade bara 7 biljetter... Men vi hängde på för att se om vi hade chans att komma med in...
Och det hade vi, jätte trevligt folk som jobbade ;) 

Även om det inte är mysmusik direkt, så var det jättemysigt att vara där med K...  Lovely.
Men på vägen dit från hotellet... Seriöst, varannan butik var en sex shop eller stripp klubb, någon som Roger inte var sen med att kommentera! :P~

Lite små creepy i de områdena... Personer som öppet satt med sitt knark och... ja.. tillfredställde sig själv med det...
Sedan stack jag och K till bussen och myste resten av tiden tills de skulle dra.
Jag skulle ta tåget 2:03 och de skulle köra mot Tyskland... Less Than Jake spelar där ikväll...
Önskar jag kunde vara där!
...Saknar K sjukt mycket... och hoppas verkligen att det inte dröjer länge innan vi ses igen.


SÅ!
Tre timmar fick jag sovit inatt, sen var det upp på handdators utbildning... ''yaay''!
Men jag klarade mig igenom det... 

Fick också veta att jag blivit antagen till 4 av utbildningarna som jag sökt! :D Alla andra blve tydligen inställda...
Så nu till våren ska jag plugga Psykologi! :D Grymt skoj ska det bli!

Nu ska jag se på film och sakna K en massa :)
Natti..

En helkväll med Less Than Jake!

Jösses ja...
Efter en relativt stormig dag på jobb med böter efter böter, så kom jag äntligen hemåt strax efter 18.
Bytte om snabbare än fort och gick bort till KB.
Även om det var positivt med liten kö så kändes det tragiskt att det var så lite folk. Stackars Less Than Jake!

Två patetiska tjejer försökte tränga sig i kön, så fult gjort. Började snacka med killarna framför mig... Okej, tyckte jag... Dem känner väl varandra... Men helt plötsligt började de presentera sig... Så när de började släppa in folk så knackade jag dem i axeln och frågade om de tyckte att det var speciellt snällt gjort... Bitches.
Det var mest en princip sak egentligen.. för det var kanske 20 pers i kön...

Sen var den in och ta min plats som front row girl...
De som öppnade heter Part timers. Småländska band, riktigt bra faktiskt!
Därefter följde en galen föreställning av Guttermouth. Jag har nog ALDRIG sett ett band förolämpa pubiken så som de gjorde! All good fun, men jösses vilken rå humor!!

Sedan kom äntligen Less Than Jake. Underbart! Jag har måttligt ont i revbenen idag, för det blev ett sånt jävla tryck!!
Riktigt härliga killar!

De minglade efter shown också vilket var riktigt kul!...
Men det bästa av allt var nog att under tiden som de spelade så spanade jag in ljudkillen...
Efter showen kom han fram och pratade med mig och vi spenderade resten av kvällen tillsammans tills de skulle bege sig mot Stockholm kl 2am!
Det var en riktigt härlig kväll och jag ser fram emot att träffa K igen :)  More of that later...

När jag kom hem var jag knappast i stånd till att sova... Men klockan skulle ringa 4:45... Så jag hade inte så mycket val.
Fy fan vad trött jag är nu kan jag ju medge!
Klockan är 06:38 och jag väntar på att åka mitt tåg 7:02... Jag vill verkligen bara ha min säng...! Som jag ska sova i eftermiddag! Uh huh!

Har lite meck att fixa nu innan jag ska åka... Så, på återseende!
Hej hej

Impulsköp.

Impulsköp...
Ja, nu gjorde jag precis nått som jag verkligen inte borde... But I can't help it...
Jag hittade filmen Heidi på discshop.se... Det är en riktig nostalgifilm! Har inte sett den på evigheter!! Fick mig att vilja köpa serien ''The road to Avonlea'' också... Men nja... Nån måtta får det vara...
Däremot så kunde jag inte motstå en Saltkråkanbox... Med alla fyra filmerna för 399:-...
''De rika dem kan'', som man brukar säga... problemet är bara att jag inte är rik... Jag gjorde som sagt en impulsgrej.
Tror inte jag kommer ångra det dock... Möjligtvis i slutet på månaden, men det får va!
Jag får ju provision denna månaden! Extra god lön! Och nästa månad kommer alla storhelgstillägg utbetalas. Ska ju jobba både jul och nyår, alla dagar! Härligt!

 Här är nått du inte visste.
Jag har funderat på att skriva en bok. Jag håller på att brainstorma hela tiden känns det som... Får se om det någon gång kommer ner på papper... :)

Fan...
Jag som hade tänkt att sticka till en Wallanderinspelning imorgon... Men den är i Ystad.. och på min lediga dag, ta 5:45 tåget? Det känns inte helt bra ändå...
Så jag tror jag hoppar över denna gången... Synd man inte bor i Stockholm. Där finns det ju hur många statist jobb som helst! Bugger!

Aja.. Nu ska jag snart sova. Brainstorming pågår.
Godnatt!

WWW.VBS.TV!

Har ni läst om The vice guide to North Korea i Aftonbladet? Sett filmerna kanske ?
Helt otroligt!
Jag har spenderat de senaste timmarna med att titta på andra filmer som VBS har gjort. Bl.a om omskärnings ceremonier i Uganda (OMFG!) och om Darfur och El Dorado...
Jag kan starkt rekommendera att ta en titt på www.vbs.tv Lots and lots to see!

Idag har jag haft det jobbigaste passet som finns på företaget. Pass 101 = 3:40-9:33... Låter kanske inte så farligt... men att gå upp klockan 2:45 är inte mänskligt! I'm telling you!
Irriterande nog så vaknade jag en minut innan klockan skulle ringa, askalas trött och ville sova mer... men nej, nej.

Dagen i sig har väl varit rätt ok... Förutom min tur till Köpenhamn...
Jag och S drog in 2 kort.. (suck)... När vi kommer till Kastrup så kommer folk springande och säger att jag ska ringa ambulans, för en man har svimmat... Så det gjorde jag.. Sedan vaknade mannen till...
Sa att han skulle åka hem igen, men satt ändå och väntade på sjukvårdarna...
Som jag hade sagt till att de skull komma till spår 2. Så ropar de ut i högtalarna att ambulanspersonalen väntar ¨på spår 1... SÅ jag ringer 112 igen och säger åt dem att komma till spår 2... ''Ja'' säger de... Men det dröjer...
Så jag går över till spår 1... där finns inga sjukvårdare... inte heller på spår 2 när jag kommer tillbaka, så jag ringer igen...
Och då säger de att de ska skicka dem till spår 2 istället... Efter ca 5 minuter kommer de... (ÄNTLIGEN)
Men de går båda två lunkande... lungt och stilla... precis som om inget har hänt...
Men när de väl kommer fram så säger mannen att de inte behövde komma... han ska bara ta tåget hem igen...
Så gick de åt vars ett håll... Och sjukvårdarna var ju måttligt roade...
Vi var tvungna att vänta med tåget i Kastrup och invänta ambulanspersonalen... Så vi blev ca 30 minuter sena... ''Yay''...
Så när vi kom till Huvudbanegården så fick vi rusa över till spår 5... (10 minuter sena till avgång) för att åka tillbaka till Malmö igen...

Men trevligt nog så hade vi haft vårt nya företags VD på tåget, som hade sett hur vi biljetterade och våra utrop för information till resenärerna och ringde till vår personalchef och berömde oss i massor, som sedan ringde till mig och framförde detta.. Jag, S och C var grymma :)

...Det sjuka var att folk ändå kom och klagade på förseningen... Trots att det berodde på att en man hade svimmat och att vi inväntade ambulanssjukvårdare... Det spelade ingen roll för dem...
Sen menade de på att vi hade dålig information... Tydligen så fick 1 tåg gå före oss till Köpenhamn... vilket vi inte visste, så de blev arga när vi inte hade informerat om att de kunde ta det tåget istället... 2 minuter senare körde vi...
Kan man bli annat än trött..
Men all ära till den trevlige man som stöttade oss. Han sa till den andra resenären på skarpen. Sånt gillar vi!

Nu ska jag återgå till VBS,
later! :)

I wish I was...

Så fin jag kände mig i lördags i klänningen.. och med sminkningen och håruppsättningen...
Även om det säkert skulle vara en stylists mardröm så blev jag nöjd :)
Jag skulle så gärna vilja ha en roll i en film där jag fick gå runt i sådana klänningar hela dagen! Men också lite mer action.. Egentligen precis som Susan Pevensie... som får skjuta pilbåge... Häftigt!

Det var en jättetrevlig fest iallafall... och jag är glad att det blev Narnia temat, så jag hade en ursäkt att använda klänningen igen! :)

I går, söndag, så hade jag inte energi till någonting.. Jag sov länge..  flyttade mig så långt som till soffan och myste med film hela dagen... Narnia filmerna, faktiskt ;)
Idag, måndag, däremot så kom jag på att jag hade tvätt tid igår, men men... Jag får väl ta mig ner och hitta en ny tid som passar... Visste väl att det var nått jag skulle göra...

Idag har jag varit ute på Öresundsbron och hälsat på Håkan... Saknar verkligen det jobbet... Väldigt mycket just nu eftersom det är så jobbigt på tågen...
But it's all bitter sweet really...

En sak jag har funderat på väldigt mycket på senaste..
Jag hade så gärna velat vara en skådis.. Eller bara jobba inom film branchen på något vänster... Jag önskar att jag hade tagit tag i det redan när jag var liten... Det finns anledningar till att det inte blev så... Men det behöver vi inte ta här...
Anyway... Jag vet att det är en väldigt svår branch att ta sig fram i... Men samtidigt så tror jag att det är väldigt givande...
Speciellt när man kollar extra material till filmer... Hur dem har gjorts, och hur kul alla människor har haft under tiden...
Vem vet... Jag kanske kommer lagom till Nya Zeeland, när de håller på att spela in nästa Narnia film... Jag kan säkert vara en Faun... :)
Drömma kan man om inget annat...

Anyway...
Jag har aldrig varit så förtjust i den där Blondinbella... Men ibland har jag hamnat på sidan och läst vad som står... Jag blev så äcklad av henne idag!
Hon hade ett inlägg med 100 fakta om henne själv... Där hon hade skrivit att hon brukade rida, men nu smakar det bäst på mackan. HEMSKA människa!
Nog för att hon håller på med sina pälsar och skinn skor och allt vad det är... Men det där var bara vidrigt...
Visst är det kul att det går bra för en sådan ung person... Men det är synd att personen i sig är en tvättäkta Stureplansnukka..

Aja, nog om det..
Jag måste spara min energi till den kommande veckan... Ska jobba morgonpass..  Imorgon börjar jag 6:48.. till 16:04!!
Det är inte rätt att jobba så länge när man ska börja så tidigt.. (gnäll, gnäll, gnäll).

Även om jag har skjutit upp detta alldeles för länge så måste jag ta tag i det nu... En liten del iallafall...
Jag måste städa min lägenhet. Blääää!

Godkväll!

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