Incomplete.
Yeah, not to sound too much like a Back street boy... But that is how I truly feel.
Incomplete.
Let me tell you why.
I have a high school education. One that takes you nowhere. Right now I wish I was younger and had another chance at high school. I would choose one with photography and web design.
But no. I don't have any higher education. Incomplete.
I speak Spanish... But not fluently. I studied it for 2 years in school, more or less... Can honestly say I just learned the very basics.
It was my 2 months in Venezuela that really helped my Spanish. I got so much better!
Oh, and I can't forget Livemocha.com. Love that website! Easy way to learn a new language. Or brush up on an old one. Like me. Yet! I'm not fluent. Incomplete.
I'm an artist. I like painting, drawing and, of course glass blowing. Sure I can call myself an artist... but it doesn't mean anything. I don't really think I paint or draw all that good, and I just know the very basics in glass blowing.
That's all. incomplete.
I love photography. Another artistic gene... And yes, I do have some pictures that I absolutely love. I find them amazing. But that's all. They're just pictures of mine... They're not where I'd like them to be. Out there. Visable. And I can't edit them properly, cause that's something I've never learned to do. I just know a little, by paintNet.
I sure wish I knew everything about Photoshop though. But I don't. Incomplete.
I have dreams. Dreams of what I want to do and whom I want to be... Big dreams, small dreams. Just dreams.
They follow me around... Yet I'm still stuck here. This place where I live now. Doing the same thing I did, almost two years ago. Which I'm not even that fond of. I'm not happy. Incomplete.
That's something personal for ya.
Incomplete.
Let me tell you why.
I have a high school education. One that takes you nowhere. Right now I wish I was younger and had another chance at high school. I would choose one with photography and web design.
But no. I don't have any higher education. Incomplete.
I speak Spanish... But not fluently. I studied it for 2 years in school, more or less... Can honestly say I just learned the very basics.
It was my 2 months in Venezuela that really helped my Spanish. I got so much better!
Oh, and I can't forget Livemocha.com. Love that website! Easy way to learn a new language. Or brush up on an old one. Like me. Yet! I'm not fluent. Incomplete.
I'm an artist. I like painting, drawing and, of course glass blowing. Sure I can call myself an artist... but it doesn't mean anything. I don't really think I paint or draw all that good, and I just know the very basics in glass blowing.
That's all. incomplete.
I love photography. Another artistic gene... And yes, I do have some pictures that I absolutely love. I find them amazing. But that's all. They're just pictures of mine... They're not where I'd like them to be. Out there. Visable. And I can't edit them properly, cause that's something I've never learned to do. I just know a little, by paintNet.
I sure wish I knew everything about Photoshop though. But I don't. Incomplete.
I have dreams. Dreams of what I want to do and whom I want to be... Big dreams, small dreams. Just dreams.
They follow me around... Yet I'm still stuck here. This place where I live now. Doing the same thing I did, almost two years ago. Which I'm not even that fond of. I'm not happy. Incomplete.
That's something personal for ya.
Sicko
I hate being sick. Like, really really hate it... Sure it's ok the first day. Lying in your bed, doing nothing but watching TV and drink a lot of fluids... But that gets old really quick.
And now I'm closing in on my 7th day...
Who knows maybe I've got the swine flu... Whop-de-doo... This is getting ridiculous...
Yesterday I watched Twilight for the first time, and damn! That movie was soooo good!
Now I'm kind of glad I waited this long to watch it...! The second one will be out in November! Don't have to wait long at all :)
I don't know if I'll be able to work this weekend even... Not the way I'm feeling right now... Nice to cough on passengers and excuse myself to blow my nose every other minute... Naaah! Don't think so!
But damn! I can't affor to be sick like this! DAMMIT!
And now I'm closing in on my 7th day...
Who knows maybe I've got the swine flu... Whop-de-doo... This is getting ridiculous...
Yesterday I watched Twilight for the first time, and damn! That movie was soooo good!
Now I'm kind of glad I waited this long to watch it...! The second one will be out in November! Don't have to wait long at all :)
I don't know if I'll be able to work this weekend even... Not the way I'm feeling right now... Nice to cough on passengers and excuse myself to blow my nose every other minute... Naaah! Don't think so!
But damn! I can't affor to be sick like this! DAMMIT!
Torn.
I've been thinking about, what could be the reason for my, "not-so-much-interested-in-blogging-at-the-moment" deal...
And I think I know... Before I've been writing a lot about my next trip, preparations, ideas, e-searching and such... But at the moment I don't have a trip planned... Not anymore... And It's making me totally bummed out...!
Though, I am moving on the 1st of November... Technically I moved today... But I feel totally torn apart right now. I have some stuff at Anna's, some stuff at Sandra's and most of my stuff in the basement at the new place...
I don't feel at home anywhere... And that is not a nice feeling...
I'm starting to wonder if I'll feel as good as I have while living with Anna, ever again ?
It's been so good living with her... I really hate to lose it... :(
What I need to do next is find myself a new adventure... I'll get back to you when I know more...!
Chao amigos <3
And I think I know... Before I've been writing a lot about my next trip, preparations, ideas, e-searching and such... But at the moment I don't have a trip planned... Not anymore... And It's making me totally bummed out...!
Though, I am moving on the 1st of November... Technically I moved today... But I feel totally torn apart right now. I have some stuff at Anna's, some stuff at Sandra's and most of my stuff in the basement at the new place...
I don't feel at home anywhere... And that is not a nice feeling...
I'm starting to wonder if I'll feel as good as I have while living with Anna, ever again ?
It's been so good living with her... I really hate to lose it... :(
What I need to do next is find myself a new adventure... I'll get back to you when I know more...!
Chao amigos <3
Torn.
I've been thinking about, what could be the reason for my, "not-so-much-interested-in-blogging-at-the-moment" deal...
And I think I know... Before I've been writing a lot about my next trip, preparations, ideas, e-searching and such... But at the moment I don't have a trip planned... Not anymore... And It's making me totally bummed out...!
Though, I am moving on the 1st of November... Technically I moved today... But I feel totally torn apart right now. I have some stuff at Anna's, some stuff at Sandra's and most of my stuff in the basement at the new place...
I don't feel at home anywhere... And that is not a nice feeling...
I'm starting to wonder if I'll feel as good as I have while living with Anna, ever again ?
It's been so good living with her... I really hate to lose it... :(
What I need to do next is find myself a new adventure... I'll get back to you when I know more...!
Chao amigos <3
And I think I know... Before I've been writing a lot about my next trip, preparations, ideas, e-searching and such... But at the moment I don't have a trip planned... Not anymore... And It's making me totally bummed out...!
Though, I am moving on the 1st of November... Technically I moved today... But I feel totally torn apart right now. I have some stuff at Anna's, some stuff at Sandra's and most of my stuff in the basement at the new place...
I don't feel at home anywhere... And that is not a nice feeling...
I'm starting to wonder if I'll feel as good as I have while living with Anna, ever again ?
It's been so good living with her... I really hate to lose it... :(
What I need to do next is find myself a new adventure... I'll get back to you when I know more...!
Chao amigos <3
