Why do I put up with it ?

Seriously, my job is killing me.
Not like, ''ouch, my feet are sore from standing all day" (though, that is also a problem at times...)
Yesterday, a man told me he was going to rip me to pieces if I didn't let him get onboard the train... Which I still wouldn't do... But instead he turned to my co worker, and started (trying) to hit him... But the dude was drunk and very unstable, so my co worker basically sat down on top of him, telling him to calm down...
But it was still very unsettling... We should not have to put up with that CRAP!

On Saturday morning I was called bitch and whore just going from Malmö to Elsinore... By two different guys...
One, cause I didn't wait for a guy and his family at Kastrup airport, when we were already 3 minutes late, and he dropped his luggage on the platform, he also yelled at me for not helping him... But when I closed the doors and told him to take the next train, yep, that made me a "Fucking bitch".

The other guy had the wrong ticket. Which I tried to tell him, but he couldn't care less... he was hung over and just wanted to sleep, and he told me to fuck off.... And since I don't put up with that kind of treatment on my train, I told him to get off at the next station... Which made me a "Whooooooooore!!!"

SERIOUSLY!!! We're all people here aren't we???
Sometimes I wonder...

It's like those people who nag at you for NOT checking their ticket (according to a lot of people, that's ALL we do on the trains...). They say stuff like ''Ah well, useless to buy a ticket... Should have saved my money, they didn't check it anyway".

GUESS WHAT!?!?!
You buy the damn tickets because you're using a service! Not because we're gonna go pat you on the head and say "good person, you did that all by yourself?".

It would be the same to go to a grocery store, and go to the check out counter... "Oh hey! No one's sitting here, I can just take my stuff and go home - free of charge!"


Anywaaaaaays!
I haven't really done anything today... Other than working a bit with the documents I'm editing for my uncle.
And I had an apointment at Previa this morning for a new blood samlpe - thing...
A few months back, another charming passenger spit in my face. Why? He didn't have a ticket, so I told him to get off my train... He did, and as I closed the doors, he spit right in my face. Jackass.

Then Anna (my room mate) and I went to Tamnack Thai and bought dinner. I LOVE that place.
They always know what I want "Two number two, to go, with extra sauce on the rice".
Those women always make me smile. They make me feel so welcome there :)

Then we went to Hemmakväll, bought some candy for me and cheese doodles and dip for Anna (seriously, does anyone else eat cheese doodles with dip ?? I think it's weird!) :P

Theeeeen we went home and in honour of Patrick Swayze, we watched Dirty Dancing... Love love love! :)
Now I'm not really sure what I'm gonna do...

BUT! I have to tell you about the weirdest thing that happened yesterday! It was soooo funny!
I was searching for a room or an apartment at www.blocket.se, and I found several... One of the rooms, a guy was renting out... And I don't know about living with a guy... As a room mate I mean... I have just lived with one guy... and that was a ridiculously small apartment in Oslo...
Anyway, I thought I'd search for his name at Facebook...
And to my surprise, there was just ONE hit by that name... And the profile pic... Yep, hot!
So, I decided, with a push from Anna, to write and ask if it was actually him that put up the ad...
A few moments later, a reply came: Yep! It was him!

I had told Anna that if it IS that guy I will write him back " Well, I am looking for an apartment, but you're too hot to live with...". I guess I didn't think I'd get a reply, or that it even was him!
But with another push from Anna I wrote back!
Aaaaaaand let's just say he also wrote back again, and we've been talking on Facebook a bit.
Me thinks it was funny. :)


Anyhow...
I think this post is long enough for a few days ahead now... so I'll let you guys rest your eyes!
Nighty night!

New layout...

Yeah, that's what I need... This site just looks so boring right now!
I need to do something about this...
...I need to find someone that can help me with this.

My blog needs a new start too!

Other than that...
Just finished watching Juno. Gotta love that movie.
I can't wait until I'm healed (long story) so I can go back to the gym. I miss working out...

I'm back at work... And it's sucks most of the time... This morning was good though!
Sure wish I could move to Gothenburg and work from there instead... but that seems pretty never-gonna-happen-ish.

I haven't updated in a long time now. AGAIN. Sorry. AGAIN.
Maybe it'll get better when I have a new layout ? Who knows...
Sure I've had more thoughts messed up in my mind than ever lately... But I just haven't felt a relief writing about it.
Maybe it'll come back.
I have missed writing.

Now I'm gonna watch another movie, and then go to bed. Early day tomorrow. 6:23am... Sigh.
Pretty long day too...
Off Thursday... But I'll spend the day in Helsingborg... Fixin' this crappy computer at my uncle's, as I do some Utkiken work for him. THAT has been a long time.... Bad bad bad. I just haven't found the time or energy... And the fact that my other computer is messed up too... If not worse that this one.

Anyway, nighty!

What is love ?

Is there such a thing as perfect love ?
Of course. In the movies.
The princess gets her prince. The woman gets the man she loves. The mas gets the woman he loves.
Even the kids get their sweethearts.
I'm a sucker for love. The one considered true love. Real love. A.k.a "movie love".

I have spent the last few days watching Dr. Quinn episodes. (I bought the entire dvd collection in the states).
I've always had a soft spot for western - anything, really! Little house on the prairie, Dr. Quinn, Pony Express... Anything about the western living, cowboys and indians...
I had the biggest crush on Sully... And I dreamt of a love like his and Dr. Mike's. In a way... I still do. Watching it all over again.
Heck, I even had a soft spot for Hank. Which one can find quite disturbing. After all, he's the drunken, saloon's man and town pimp... But when you get to see his soft spots... Even he can be charming. Go figure...
But Sully was always the hero. Nothing's changed. He still is.

What makes their love so perfect?
Cause it's on script? Sure.
But that's not what you're supposed to think about when you watch a TV show or movie... And I don't... When they're happy - I'm happy. When they're crying - I'm crying. When they spread their love - I can feel it too.
I think their love is so perfect just because it's not - perfect.
Maybe none of this makes sense to anyone else but me... But that doesn't matter. It's all clear to me. And that's all that counts.

I have so many more thoughts about all of this... But my mind isn't really clear right now. It hasn't been for a while now. And I don't know what to do about it all...
Everything's kind of messed up right now. And I'm sort of lost.
...I hope to find my way again.

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