Yay! I'm back!

I wish I could tell you I had a new trip planned. I don't. Not yet anyway. I'm hoping to go to Kenya in the end of November. But nothing is set in stone yet. We'll see! ツ

 

Right now I'm sitting at home, even though the weather outside is very nice. I did an EEG test yesterday. A Sleep-deprived EEG test. Since then I've had a terrible head ache. I had to stay awake for 24 hours before taking the test. So I got up at 7:30am on Tuesday and had the test at 7:45am yesterday.

I had to take the test cause they need to rule out epilepsy. I have taken a standard EEG test and an MRI. Both were normal. 

 

 

Right now I'm all mixed with emotions. On one hand I want to know what's wrong with me. I want an explaination. But on the other hand of course I don't want to find out I have epilepsy! 

 

I am so thankful to have the support of my family and friends, but also so incredible thankful for my feline friends. Dearest Thackary Binx and Alfa Brego, I love them so much. I find myself missing them even though I've just been away from home for a few hours. ♡

 

                

 

What else is there to share? Well, a lot of things really since it's been a while since my last update!

Latest news first! 

Last Saturday, September 9th my best friend Johanna had a little baby boy, Enzo! I couldn't be more happy for her and Jimmy and Enzo is just heart breakingly adorable! Judging by this picture he doesn't like "girl cooties" ツ

He is however, my little bundle of joy! ツ ♡ ♡ ♡

 

 

Next newest "news" I guess would be all my new piercings! Yes, me be hooked! ツ

I got another one on the tip of my left ear, a tragus piercing, lip piercing and (finally) a dermal anchor piercing next to my left eye! I love them all! And yes, I am getting more piercings done. If I manage to continue updating on a more regular basis, you'll see what's next! ツ

 

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Of course I can not forget telling you about my friend Hannah, whom I met in Kenya in 2009 and adopted her as my Kenya sister  ♡  - SHE GOT MARRIED! ツ 

Therefore I now have a brother too! Welcome to the Kenya family Mats! ツ

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There are quite a few things that have occured lately, but I'm not sure if sharing them here on a public blog is the best idea. Maybe it IS the best idea to get it out there. Write about it. Reflect. Process.

I'll think about it.

 

One thing I just realized... On my header it still says Ayéra. My PREVIOUS last name. Yes! I have changed my last name (again). My given name was Malmquist. Why did I change from that? 

Well, I just felt like it actually. There is absolutely nothing wrong with Malmquist, I love it! But I felt like I needed something new, a change. Creating my own last name seemed like a cool idea!

I changed to Ayéra. I loved it at first! I never thought about it sounding very foreign! Seriously, it didn't even cross my mind! But later on I started reacting to the fact that people had problems pronouncing it, people were wondering where I  was from, questioning if I was Swedish. I didn't like it, and I just felt like; enough is enough! So, I changed my name. I created a new last name, Melléus. I absolutely love it! People can pronounce it, people have even complimented it! No one question me being Swedish! ツ 

I really do feel more comfortable and more like me with my new last name. And I promise you. Last change. EVER! ツ
Now I just need to figure out how the h*ll I made that header. I can't even remember where I have the original picture saved! Ah, well! ツ

 

I think this is it for now. Felt good to blog again! I have missed it!

Stay tuned! Hopefully there will be more updates not too long from now! ツ

 

Take care all of you! ♡